This video highlights a video that I watched three times now. A man that is self calling himself a ‘Master Narcissist’. If you want to really understand how a narcissist feels or as he/she doesn’t feel but what goes into their mind to understand why they Gaslight, Triangulate, Love-bomb and discard us.
This is the video – https://youtu.be/EtGNXwuoYUU
This is His blog which is well written and bone chilling
https://narcsite.wordpress.com/
I mentioned a documentary on Netflix that someone had me watch this week – I have to say its important for us to watch.
HOLY HELL
watch it if you can.
Lastly I have been watching Dexter on Netflix and while he is a sociopath the traits are weaved into the show in a wonderful way. As students of narcissist abuse we can see them so clearly.
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hi, there this is tracy and i
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Want to share something that happens yesterday i was so excited
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that i was coming close to the end of my domestic violence classes
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which were court-ordered because of my arrest from, my narcissist it has been six months and i
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was in my
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final meeting with the counselor and i thought i had a few more classes ahead of me
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But i have grown, to love these women and they have been tricked for your transient everyone’s only in there for a specific. Time but
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we’ve gotten to know, each other and
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They, are just like me
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The particular batch that’s there right now is all in their 20s and?
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They, have been arrested in some sort of domestic event meaning that
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they
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Spit on their. Boyfriend’s car or they were yelling and a neighbor called so
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There’s so much awareness that i know people need to understand about
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Police and about the laws and they’re different in every state in colorado if
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there is a
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Domestic dispute if you would want to call it that
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That, means that you’ve been intimate with somebody and someone calls the police it could be your
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boyfriend your girlfriend your neighbor if someone calls the police
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in colorado
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Someone has to go to, jail
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It’s there to protect
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people that are truly being beaten, and
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Abused in a physical way but
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When someone spits on their car i mean there should, we need to change these roles anyway, that’s a
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Whole nother tangent anyway what happened was i was so excited she said that yesterday
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Was my?
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last day of classes and i i can’t even tell you
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The happiness that came over me i just wanted to like
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Dance i felt free i felt so much better in these last six months and
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Working on these videos for you
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are just as important for they have given me healing, they continue to educate me i
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Might be making videos but trust, me i watch videos every single, day, that youtubers are making
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This, week, someone directed me to a
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Netflix show and it’s a documentary about i could call it a cult
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But it was run in the 80s and it was a?
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Hundred and twenty five people that
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followed this man
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and
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It was over 20 years i mean they all lived
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Together when they were younger and they all went on but they weren’t allowed to marry they weren’t allowed to have babies
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The man was having sex with almost every, male that was in the group secretively and yet he, would preach about
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Sex being a cardinal act and they weren’t allowed to do it so to see these
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Group, and now the movie was of a. Perspective, where
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The people that were in the cult
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During that time during the 80s the man, who made this film was in charge of the cults
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Movie and and he would take movies all through the years of them
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Just fainting in in the hands of this man they called a healer a jesus sort of you know
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Godlike person and they followed him
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I’m getting off on a tangent but it was called
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We’ll put the link down, below it was definitely
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Fury i don’t know i’ll put it down, below, but it really enlightened me and educated me that
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We can, be so easily
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manipulated
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Because, we want something that, we don’t have, and and we all want something that, we don’t have, that’s perfectly normal?
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but
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this man
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abused
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125 people for 20 years and
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It’s scary but it is exactly, what’s happening to all of us on a much smaller scale
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Another video that i was pointed to by one of my youtube users think ill is a radio interview
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And i am going, to put that down below
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This, was a a podcast by a radio host in california that interviewed someone named
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Hg tudor, i might be saying it wrong might be hd tutor
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I’m gonna, put the link down there this man is calling himself a master
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narcissist he has a, blog he has a facebook page and
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He’s giving, us the insight not quite like a sam bachmann
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Buckman he is giving us the insight of how he manipulates people and how. Easy, we are as a
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Whole in our behaviors that
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makes it really easy, for them this was both a lightning and
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frightening i was like
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i’ve listened to it at least three times now, because i’m trying to grasp on my mind around it and
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I suggest that you look at it – it’s an hour long interview
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So it’s pretty long but i listen to it in the car
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Because it is a podcast so i don’t have to like physically watch anybody
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But the power of these people and the manipulative mind that goes behind them is
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Something that regular people
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With hearts and souls can’t really fathom
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So when you listen to this or you watch the netflix
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Documentary that i’m going to also put down, below the name of it i want you to just
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understand that we are not, alone and
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that narcissists really
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don’t know how to love
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they know how to manipulate and
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They know how to triangulate
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And they do it on purpose i was watching an episode of dexter yes dexter this is a site
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sociopath, that kills people and
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Last night’s episode i watched was about
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triangulation and he started a triangulation with this new sponsor and his girlfriend and
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It was so subtle
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Someone even said, oh you’re charming aren’t you
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It’s exactly the behavior that we’ve all encountered
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Of course they didn’t stop us in little pieces like they
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Do on dexter but i’m learning an insight and they’re so subtle they’re, not just saying, well that
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Was guest lighting you just watch it in action and you go holy, crap that, was that was exactly what happened to me
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Except at the cutting out part but
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In my education of continuing i encourage you to keep on going it nobody’s really really completely
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understanding the narcissist and
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The more you, gain the more knowledge you learn the better off you’re, gonna be so
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Just keep the education, going, and keep listening to these youtubes and subscribe to me if you haven’t yet because i’m like
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Watching, and i’m so excited i do the dance of joy whenever i get new. Subscribers and
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It makes me really happy that to know that i’m helping people so when they leave comments i generally try to answer
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so i just, want to say thank you and
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This is tracy that’s all i’ve got
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